This few day......

from last two week, 31st October onward,
my time is full with meet "people"
well by mention first that I'm not complaining any.
just want to share my feeling here.
from the people i meet,
i found out that a lot of them losing their direction.
of course the daily and habit of asking the question
"how are you?","how was your study/work?"
guess what, i get this answer and i always laugh( not meant to offense)
"I'm not good recently.", "too much work to finish.","too boring with my life."

my dear friends,
if you mention that you did not good at all,
why still stay in the zone which you didn't want to? (working life)
lots of people tell me before.
"hi friend, if you get chance, don't go to work."
"be the boss and you can get better life" (self-employed)

Seriously, i won't go to this 2 life style which i did not plan to.
i always hope to get my time back.
i love freedom, but i didn't like my freedom grab by others
even my dearest family who caring me.
my desire and my dream are keep going on if you ask "how did you do it"
maybe you will said i haven't answer your question.
what if i said "can you manage your life well?"
question mark will around your head again, right?
come and meet me or e-mail me, i willing to share this with you(^^)

now what i seen is my friend's time grab by the employer,
just want to ask them a question which i miss the chance.
"are you satisfied with your current life and job?"
if yes, congratulation, you find your way.
if no, why keep staying at the situation and keep suffering?
frightened that your life are getting down?
your self-esteem makes you stay and show that you're not weakest link?
or your family did teach that high education does make you a good wealth life?
or what you do is not for you but for others?
did ask yourself "why i can't change my life on my own?"

most the time we had advice or so call "direction" from others
but for me, no one except ME can decide MY OWN WAY.
that's why my friend always scold and advice me that "don't be stubborn"
“you will regret what you did now."
thus, i won't hate or blame any of them.
i just want to had my own life.
if be employee or owner of retail,
that's only trade my time to the money.
my time is precious, and i wont trade it to the one who will not provide me the security of life.

last, i just want to ask
"do you have dream?","what you want to do if extra time are given to you?"
if u does, do e-mail me and we can share it.
have a nice day (".)v